I felt a sudden depression after revealing my High School crushes. I have been actively participating OLSHS group for 3 days now, procastinating every comment to make me reveal my crushes. But this morning, I have decided to come out and reveal my 2 crushes, although these Elementary and HS crushes were my ex boyfriends. It was just so funny to exchange comments with someone you haven't talked to in your life but discovered that you have certain connections with them and came to realize that you were able to make them laugh.
Do I really love to be on the limelight all the time? Am I an attetion-seeker type of person? Or am I just really friendly? Or was it because I have no friends here in New Zealand that's why I tend to communicate with my colleageues more often on Facebook.
Whatever it is... I feel sad all of a sudden... I was wondering... what could be their reaction if they find out that they're my crushes... sigh... I don't know... I feel like I have no one to talk to so I just blog about this. I just hope that this sadness is just due to my restlessness. I still have 2 homeworks to do and I have to prepare for my very special guests who will visit us tomorrow and will be with us for 3 days.
Note to self: This sadness will pass soon... :-(
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