Sudden Depression

I felt a sudden depression after revealing my High School crushes. I have been actively participating OLSHS group for 3 days now, procastinating every comment to make me reveal my crushes. But this morning, I have decided to come out and reveal my 2 crushes, although these Elementary and HS crushes were my ex boyfriends. It was just so funny to exchange comments with someone you haven't talked to in your life but discovered that you have certain connections with them and came to realize that you were able to make them laugh.

Do I really love to be on the limelight all the time? Am I an attetion-seeker type of person? Or am I just really friendly? Or was it because I have no friends here in New Zealand that's why I tend to communicate with my colleageues more often on Facebook.

Whatever it is... I feel sad all of a sudden... I was wondering... what could be their reaction if they find out that they're my crushes... sigh... I don't know... I feel like I have no one to talk to so I just blog about this. I just hope that this sadness is just due to my restlessness. I  still have 2 homeworks to do and I have to prepare for  my very special guests who will visit us tomorrow and will be with us for 3 days.

Note to self: This sadness will pass soon... :-(

Scientific Name of White Mouse: Mus Musculus (Dagang Costa)

I was about to read my module in Second Language Teaching course when I was engaged in commenting to OLSHS group via Facebook. It was so fun exchanging comments with High School friends about "crush" LOL! They were unsuccessful to make me say mine and I don't have the intention to shout it out LOL!

Instead, I had a private conversation with my good friend Tinz ;-) A secret crush code name: ICED TEA was revealed and love story was told, especially the first ones and the unforgettable ones. Dagang Costa is how we call our exes' gf's... coz they look like one LMAO! Mus Musculus aka with initials VDC hahaha!

It was awesome talking to Tinz, it's so Kilig, hihihi! I had a great time spending my early morning with her even if I still have lots of pages to read huh!