I do not know how to react... I do not know what to say... Did I expect this to happen or did I not expect it at all? After what happened on Wednesday, I knew I didn't make it .
I wanted to have a job so I could help with the finances here in the house and so I could help my family in the Philippines as well but if I'm not going to be given a chance then how will I be able to do all these? Is this the KARMA that I am facing right now? This is the second time I got rejected from a job application this year, I do not know what happened. Does my charisma just vanished? Was I not enthusiastic with the job that I am applying for? Or is it because I am really stupid?
I hate myself for being so dumb during the interview. Why didn't I get to answer those questions? Or if I did, what did I say wrong? Did I answer the questions logically? What is it with me? I am so stupid, freaking idiot!!! Those were just simple questions but I didn't get to answer it confidently and appropriately. My Gawd, what is happening to me? Is this the punishment I have to experience so that I could value my work next time? I have no idea what it is? But I am not questioning God, I am questioning myself!!!
I can't take rejections very well... I cannot take this... I really wanted the job but they don't want me... Stupid, stupid, stupid bitch! :-(
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