Where Will This Lead Me?

I don't know what' going to happen in my life?
Am I going to apply to the 2 prospect jobs that I saw last week?
Was it the right job for me that will also suits my family?
Money changes everything.... I think it's true.
When I don't have money, I feel so stressed out and will get freaky grumpy for a day or two.
Help me Lord! I know this is one of you trials.

I Hate New Zealand

New Zealand is where my hopes end.

This is how I feel in this cursed land of the long white clouds:

unlucky
failure
regret
ignored
discriminated
isolated
and many more
all negative words you can find, that is New Zealand.

This is truly where my hope, my dreams, my future ends... Good luck to me and hello doomed life!

I Miss You!

I Miss You today while listening to Nickelback's So Far Away.

Second Language Teaching

I never thought Second Language Teaching course could be very difficult and it made the course even worse because of my bitchy professor. F@ck her, I want to crumble her face up into tiny bit pieces. All her comments in my assignments are not favorable. Why was I so stupid not to answer the questions right? Damn!!! Is she just freaking pretending she's a lot smarter than us that's why she's commenting in a way that our answers were not enough for her and not within her standards? Fuck her standards!!! I regretted to take this course, I don't need it anyway. Why in a world did I ever thought of taking this course? What's with me? Argh!

We even had a small argument regarding the final exam. She's so stupid not to analyze things accordingly. Who's smarter now, Bitch?